| I lied my face off when i said that i would be okay |
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[Thursday
June 7th, 2007
5:52pm] |
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Once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when you're feeling down
Now nothing could change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way
This is a couple days early, but I'm just makin' sure.
Alex, I'm going to miss you so much.
Good luck! Be safe!
I love you a lot.
The whole summer I'll be waiting to go with your family
and see your graduation!
And then not waiting until you leave again.
5 months is a very long time.
:(
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[Friday
July 28th, 2006
12:09am] |
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IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! :]
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[Thursday
July 13th, 2006
9:59pm] |
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Haha. Yeah, I'm actually going to do this..
1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
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| "If you can't laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a whole lot longer than you'd like." |
[Wednesday
July 5th, 2006
10:11pm] |
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the smiths. |
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I'm Amanda Stach.
And from now on, this journal is FRIENDS ONLY
because of weird girls who print my pictures and make fun of/show Cory.
Yeah, comment to be added I guess. I'll add pretty much anyone, minus a few.
Oh yeah, there's a new movie coming out with John Cusack in it. I want to see it.
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| Youandicollide. |
[Friday
June 30th, 2006
9:39pm] |
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"You gotta hear this one song, it'll change your life. I swear."
I loved Garden State, and the soundtrack is amazing. I want it.
The shins are the best.
Well, I'm doing some community service starting Monday at the senior center. Haha, it should be okay.
Mine and Alex's one/six month was yesterday. :)
So he came over. My mom and I made cookies again. It was fun.
That movie will never get old.
I got a haircut, it's different I guess. Well, for me.
My birthday's in 28 days.
Tennis starts in 11 days.
Tina I'll miss you!
That's two weeks Alex won't be able to climb on your roof. Haha.
I think it's sad when people are so judgemental of others.
And how when people are different, you can't give them a chance.
I also think it's lame when people stop being your friend because you don't like them back, 'like that'.
And some people will just always be pathetic and selfish.
I think I'm going to make my lj friends only soon.. because of some reasons, and people.
And now, random pictures from the last day of school til now.
( graduation.lastdayofschool.tinas.mikesopenhouse.arynn's. )
God speed all the bakers at dawn may they all cut their thumbs,
And bleed into their buns 'till they melt away.
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[Tuesday
June 27th, 2006
11:54pm] |
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watching garden state. |
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I don't even remember what I've done this week.
+Played tennis with Cory. It was so hot though, we stopped.
++Arynn's open house :) I had fun.
+Tina's house after with Alex.
More roof climbing. Scary bugs. AFV.
+Megan/Julie's birthday party. Fun, too.
I hope you guys liked the gifts.
RBC played.
-Summer reading. At least I'm almost done with The Scarlet Letter.
-I miss Minami!
I have something to tell her, or give her. Whatever.
++My house/Alex's today.
++++ Summer so far.
-Doctor's soon.
+ Going to the Doctor's means tennis is soon.
++++++++Tennis season. Finally.
+Tina's or my house tomorrow.
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[Thursday
June 22nd, 2006
11:07pm] |
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go awayyyyyy.
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[Tuesday
June 20th, 2006
11:39am] |
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Well, I'm leaving for a couple days. I'll be back on Wednesday.
Yesterday, I made cookies with my mom, then gave them to Alex's family.. or Alex.
I worked on honors, and left for Alex's.
Saw the cutest kid ever and Alex almost injured him thinking it was his brother.
His mom invited me to go golfing. Ahaha.
What a nice family.
There really isn't anything left to say.
I'm excited for Megan/Julies party next week.. this week?
That's all.
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[Saturday
June 17th, 2006
10:42pm] |
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So, yesterday I found out that I got into LA honors 3. Cool.
After that people started coming over. Kyles mom brought cookies, she's lovely.
It was a really good night, I thought. Minus everyone jumping out of my window and running in my yard while it was pitch black. Jd, Alex, and Kevin mostly.
Cory and his sneaky photography skills..
I like summer.
Today I went to Alex's for a bit, then to Shane's open house.
haha. I did have fun, though I stayed for like an hour.
Tomorrow, Danny and Kane's open house.
And Sunday.. George's open house..
Oh boy.
And all is finally well in the Stach household.
Thank God. I was getting kind of annoyed.
You told us of your new life there
you got someone comin' around
Gluing tinsel to your crown
He's got you talking pretty loud
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[Wednesday
June 14th, 2006
9:40pm] |
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Haha, people are stupid.
But today was awesome.
I love my friends more than anything, and I'm so excited for the rest of the summer.
I just put like 7 books on hold at the library for the beginning of my summer reading, and I'm lame, but I'm really excited about it.
I barely read anything this year because lack of time.
And tennis starts soon.
I turn 16 soon.
I get my license soon.
Note to self, I feel great.
And Boy Meets World makes me laugh.
My mom bought me a pinata.
In the cathedrals of New York and Rome
There is a feeling that you should just go home
And spend a lifetime finding out just where that is
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[Monday
June 12th, 2006
10:14pm] |
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Such a good day. Simple and perfect.
Went to Mike's open house with Alison, Alex, Kevin, and Cosmo.
Tina couldn't come which made me very sad.
We left a little bit after because it was so hot and went to the movies.
I have 4 open houses to go to this week.. two on Saturday.
I wish whatever happened, didn't.
Maybe we could still be friends?
Who knows. We were so young too.
I remember the first time I met you. You introduced yourself while I was writing on the driveway with chalk.
I remember you used to come to my house in the morning and wake me up so we could go outside.
I remember being inseparable.
You were my first best friend. Like my brother.
My mom always said I should marry you. haha, that still makes me laugh.
But things change, people change, we changed.
I miss it so much. And we're neighbors.
But I
I never felt so much life
Than tonight
Huddled in the trenches
Gazing on the battle field
Our rifles blaze away
We blaze away
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| Sort of a delayed post.. may be long. |
[Saturday
June 10th, 2006
3:54pm] |
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So much has happened, this has been a great week.
Last Saturday I went to Josh's 16th. It was so much fun. I'm glad I was invited. Hahaha.
Pushed Jd in the pool right when he got there, got pushed in by John, Josh, Jd, talked to everyone which made me happy.
Sunday, went to Alex's. Fun time, again as always. I can't believe your mom wants to talk to me.
Tuesday was the band banquet. It was okay, fun. The San Fransisco/whole year slideshow made me a little sad though. Drove Cory&Tina home. We sang 'Idiot Boyfriend' by Jimmy Fallon on the way home and my mom ignored the last part.
Today was the first half day, Tuesday is the last day of school. Thank God.
I went to Tina's with Alex. Tina got the hose out because it was so hot, and it cooled us down. haha. Alex climbed on her roof because he didn't want to get sprayed. Eventually we all were.
Tomorrow is graduation. Alisons house after.. maybe.
Sunday is Mike's open house! I'm excited.
And the last day of school.. Alisons or my house, with some of my favorite people.
I'm feeling better too, which is a huge plus on top of all that.
Aww. Adam and the birthday prince. haha.
( Josh's.alex.bandbanquet. )
I started saving up for Spain today.. $1.03. I've got a ways to go..
i've been waiting for a revelation
for a moment of clarity
conflicts and convolutions
ricochet inside of me
there comes a time for throwing caution to the wind
i feel the pulse again
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| C'mon Eileen, too-loo rah-yeah |
[Saturday
June 3rd, 2006
8:20pm] |
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Next Wednesday the seniors leave. I'm really sad.
I'm going to miss you guys a lot.
It's like they became my best friends instantly.
You three are my favorite. But at least you're not going far for college.
So that means.. we're hanging out a lot during the summer. Lots of parties.
Yeah. But the thought of not seeing them in school dissapoints me in a way.
And my mexican friend, I didn't know he was a senior either. Weird.
This week has been good. I'm so happy.
Yesterday.. wandering around loitering with Tina, Ivonne, Josh, Adam, and Cosmo. Haha. It was fun. I didn't really think we were going to walk..
It's just a lot better now.
Tomorrow, Josh's party. And Sunday, Alex's. Hopefully.
Summer needs to come.
In the soundless awe and wonder,
words fall short to hope again.
How beautiful,
how vast your love is,
new forever,
world without an end.
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[Thursday
June 1st, 2006
7:45pm] |
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My neighbors are playing dodgeball in their front yard.
I'm jealous.
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| 5-29-05 |
[Monday
May 29th, 2006
11:16pm] |
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HAPPY! |
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Well, it's official. The best day ever.
And I am the happiest girl alive.
The end.
:)
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| I LOVE MINAMI AND MEGAN! |
[Sunday
May 28th, 2006
8:53pm] |
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Today was great..
-Megan picked me up
-Minami's house
-Makeover! Ahaha.
-Soft face&hands. I will have soft hands now.. FOREVER. Yess.
-Seeing Chewbacca!? On the side of the road. Poor guy, it was really hot today.
-Driving to Novi? for Denny's. I really.. really wanted that mask and finger puppet. I was so jealous of those little kids. And stupid girls who were obviously like.. 14.
-Japanese grocery store.
-The MARACAS!
-Buying all of that candy/food/drinks.
-The pastry house hippo!
-The drinks me&Megan bought and the sound they made when we finally opened them and the marble dropped.
-Going to a random spot to sit and eat the food.
-Making wishes at the fountain. And.. Minami's coin missing the fountain. Wishes can come true right? I hope.
-The scary men/boys in the truck behind us waving to me. I'll never wave back to random men again.
This reminded me of Alex a lot. Haha. Not..the resemblence.. that's more of my job.
( Another day, another adventure. pictures. )
This jig is up.
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| "Shh, I want to hear this.." -silence- "C'mon Amanda!" |
[Friday
May 26th, 2006
4:11pm] |
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This is a long post for me.
Today I realized how much people care about me.
Even people I hardly talked to asked me if I was okay and wanted to talk.
Certain people used to make me mad, and now, I look at them differently because of what they said.
Up until today, this week has been going pretty well.
I went to the soccer party. It was pretty fun actually, I wasn't exactly expecting that. Yes for soccer in the fall! And YES for tennis tournaments in the summer. I'm excited.
Watching the Kettering vs. Mott game was the best. All the random yelling and talking made me laugh a lot.
 haha. I kind of liked soccer.
( Soccer. )
jakfjalksfj kasdljfkals
asjklfjalskjfklasjlfkjas
My two lines that mean something.
You're the only one hurting me.
They wouldn't.
What goes around, comes around.
DEAL WITH IT.
I did. Actually, I did plenty of times.
Thanks, a lot.
I know more than people think I do.
People are so ungrateful, it makes me sick.
People suck.
And some people have been lying to themselves this whole time.
I hate when people get mad at others because of something petty, even though they've done it themselves. But somehow it doesn't matter? They're better than the person they're getting mad at, so it makes it right? Hipocrites.
It's times like this that I wish I was a senior. You're very lucky.
I know when I don't deserve something. But I don't deserve to feel like this because of you. I didn't derserve it then either.
I'm not using names for any of that, why? Because I don't have to.
I'm rarely ever mad. I am today, so let me be.
Those were just a fourth of the thoughts running through my mind right now.
Alex, you left your crazy shirt at school. So I have it and i'll give it back to you tomorrow.
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
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[Monday
May 22nd, 2006
7:17pm] |
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Yess, what an awesome weekend. I'm so excited.
-Yesterday, picked up by Nami, Courtney, and Meghan.. or Han Solo.
-Got lost. St. Josephine road is not St. Telegraph.
-Nami ran like 5 yellow lights and 1 red.
-"MINAMI!" "WHAT?!"
-Meghan thinking I called her a whore.
-Rootbeer Chaser. And the man who took the money..
-Having Minami, Meghan, Courtney, and I being the only 4 skanking in the whole place.
-the singer from 45cents? eating the microphone. ahaha.
-7eleven&slurpees.
-Singing RBF on the way home. Well.. Minami's way home..
-Scott's party.
-Amanda waving around the wood with fire on it while acting out star wars.
-Smore's and Cory throwing his toasted marshmellow into the yard.
-Talking to Minami on the way home.
-POSSUM. AH. Scariest thing ever.
( Rootbeer Chaser.kind of. / token lounge/ scotts party. some. )
Today was great.
Alex's house. Because you didn't tell me, I hope you'll tell me soon.
You better.
Remember, God's watching.
It was just a good day, like always. The luckiest is a good song.
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| It's so nice. I want to hear the same song twice. |
[Sunday
May 21st, 2006
4:44pm] |
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x-sublime-x |
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MY CAMERA WORKS. Finally,
I've been going through withdrawals without it.
Yesterday was fun.
Everyday is always better than the last.
Went to Alison's with the usuals. Always a good time.
Tomorrow will be great too.
And so will tonight.
Seeing Rootbeer Chaser with Nami, Meghan, and Courtney.
This should be fun, I'm excited.
After that we're going to Scott's party which I thought was during the day, orginally. But it's not, so good. I'm going.
Many pictures.
When I spendin' all of my time, but it's just stones and sticks.
'Cause on the microphone is where I go to get my fix.
Just let the lovin' take ahold, 'cause it will if you let it.
I'm funky, not a junky, but I know where to get it.
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